My gut tells me what the decision is you’re wrestling with to make. I hope I’m wrong. It does tie in with a question I have, but will not ask right now.
Stay strong, trust your instincts. This will all work out for the best.
I have to decide if I should move back to Canada, at this point, despite a plan and regardless what my husband think is “best for us” because he’s not in my body and experiencing the turmoil that I am everyday. Decisions out of fear, taxes, and any external circumstances never truly result in abundance and joy. They just mask the misalignment but only for a little while.
Ok. So now I can ask. I thought this was the issue and the potential results are obvious and reason for your concern and internal conflict.
The question is this. I’ve been wondering about it for a little bit now. I thought you were all going back to Canada a few months ago. I seem to remember your excitement about the prospect. Did I miss something ? Was that about just your son going back, or was that more that he decided to do what the rest didn’t end up doing? It would explain a lot of your internal conflict.
You don’t need to answer in detail if you don’t want to. I don’t mean to be over-nosey. Just offering a shoulder. You are very strong spiritually. It’s part of your makeup. Again, stay strong and believe in your faith and follow your guides.
Good luck in making the right decision and what’s best for you.
Maybe it is a time for a little self Stephanie love.
Life’s a roller coaster mixing good with bad, sometimes at an out of control pace. Making yourself sick over it isn’t a good thing. Know that you have support here. Whatever you choose, keep that spiritual going (I know you will) because it is who and what you are.
Ya we decided to stay, everything was in order and we backed 20 days before the day… because fear seeped in. And all the what ifs and my husband started going on about taxes and schooling and the drugs and homelessness over there. So now I experiencing my karma for not listening to my body. Because I made my decision based on someone else’s version of reality. And yes, Ethan went back and we stayed which does create a whole new plethora of anxiety in my body.
Well, all I can say is Canada seems to be as screwed up as anywhere or anyplace right now.
I get it, home is home. Who doesn’t want to be home. But maybe look at it like this. Your body and emotion are saying one thing, but something else some other karma from above is watching over you and kept you where you are for a reason. Maybe hubby is right, maybe not. But focus on your spiritual. Listen to the karma, follow the guidance. Act don’t react.
And also… everything that we see externally is an illusion. Even the homelessness, even the drugs, etc. These are all choices that said: “This is too hard, I can’t do this because of this” They are choices made by people based on external circumstances. The victim mentality that says: “I am being controlled by outside forces…” But it’s not my choice, will never be my choice. I don’t choose that reality, I choose to be a beacon of light for others to see they don’t have to and maybe that’s why I need to go back. I had to stay away for a while, so people could make their choices, and then see that they always have choice, even in the darkest hour. We are never victims to outside circumstances. We have so much more power than we’ve chosen to believe
Definitely know after 4 years of feeling this in my bones, I’m not reacting. I’ve given it my all, but it was never for me or about me and that’s exactly why I am now manifesting the physical symptoms of being displaced. Now, I’m trusting that what I feel is true and going, with full trust, it’s all for the highest and greatest good. I’ve definitely pondered what you said… that I was kept here for a reason. But I also know that wherever I am, I am always in the right place at the right time. I’m not holding back either, I will be fully transparent about this process and decision so never worry about asking for too much detail. I will speak my truth, without fear of judgment.
I’ve mentioned it before in some posts. It’s been weighing heavily on me, but my intuition told me it would come to this… where if I didn’t listen, eventually I would feel the pain of not choosing me. And here I am. Sick and in pain Lol.
My gut tells me what the decision is you’re wrestling with to make. I hope I’m wrong. It does tie in with a question I have, but will not ask right now.
Stay strong, trust your instincts. This will all work out for the best.
I have to decide if I should move back to Canada, at this point, despite a plan and regardless what my husband think is “best for us” because he’s not in my body and experiencing the turmoil that I am everyday. Decisions out of fear, taxes, and any external circumstances never truly result in abundance and joy. They just mask the misalignment but only for a little while.
Ok. So now I can ask. I thought this was the issue and the potential results are obvious and reason for your concern and internal conflict.
The question is this. I’ve been wondering about it for a little bit now. I thought you were all going back to Canada a few months ago. I seem to remember your excitement about the prospect. Did I miss something ? Was that about just your son going back, or was that more that he decided to do what the rest didn’t end up doing? It would explain a lot of your internal conflict.
You don’t need to answer in detail if you don’t want to. I don’t mean to be over-nosey. Just offering a shoulder. You are very strong spiritually. It’s part of your makeup. Again, stay strong and believe in your faith and follow your guides.
Good luck in making the right decision and what’s best for you.
Maybe it is a time for a little self Stephanie love.
Life’s a roller coaster mixing good with bad, sometimes at an out of control pace. Making yourself sick over it isn’t a good thing. Know that you have support here. Whatever you choose, keep that spiritual going (I know you will) because it is who and what you are.
Ya we decided to stay, everything was in order and we backed 20 days before the day… because fear seeped in. And all the what ifs and my husband started going on about taxes and schooling and the drugs and homelessness over there. So now I experiencing my karma for not listening to my body. Because I made my decision based on someone else’s version of reality. And yes, Ethan went back and we stayed which does create a whole new plethora of anxiety in my body.
Well, all I can say is Canada seems to be as screwed up as anywhere or anyplace right now.
I get it, home is home. Who doesn’t want to be home. But maybe look at it like this. Your body and emotion are saying one thing, but something else some other karma from above is watching over you and kept you where you are for a reason. Maybe hubby is right, maybe not. But focus on your spiritual. Listen to the karma, follow the guidance. Act don’t react.
And also… everything that we see externally is an illusion. Even the homelessness, even the drugs, etc. These are all choices that said: “This is too hard, I can’t do this because of this” They are choices made by people based on external circumstances. The victim mentality that says: “I am being controlled by outside forces…” But it’s not my choice, will never be my choice. I don’t choose that reality, I choose to be a beacon of light for others to see they don’t have to and maybe that’s why I need to go back. I had to stay away for a while, so people could make their choices, and then see that they always have choice, even in the darkest hour. We are never victims to outside circumstances. We have so much more power than we’ve chosen to believe
Definitely know after 4 years of feeling this in my bones, I’m not reacting. I’ve given it my all, but it was never for me or about me and that’s exactly why I am now manifesting the physical symptoms of being displaced. Now, I’m trusting that what I feel is true and going, with full trust, it’s all for the highest and greatest good. I’ve definitely pondered what you said… that I was kept here for a reason. But I also know that wherever I am, I am always in the right place at the right time. I’m not holding back either, I will be fully transparent about this process and decision so never worry about asking for too much detail. I will speak my truth, without fear of judgment.
I’ve mentioned it before in some posts. It’s been weighing heavily on me, but my intuition told me it would come to this… where if I didn’t listen, eventually I would feel the pain of not choosing me. And here I am. Sick and in pain Lol.